Today I tried to get back into my routine.

I had hoped the antidepressants would help me with my focus for work stuff seeing as a friend pointed out that it’s pretty probable that my focus issues are coming from my anxiety but I was pretty distracted today, mostly by Adam’s Wolfenstein stream but also from just feeling super weird again from bumping my meds up to the actual prescribed dose. I did manage to do a load of laundry though, even if I made a lot of weird sounds while I was doing it.

After work I managed to make myself go for a 40 minute walk with my mum which was nice enough and then afterwards Emily and in settled in and spent the evening playing No Man’s Sky on stream which was great, though I crashed a little after we finished.

Tomorrow I’m heading back in to work in the city and I’m feeling pretty grim about it but I’m hoping I can find a sense of ownership over my projects and get the work done.

Last week I went to games week.

So for most of games week my server was down so I couldn’t post to my blog and I might not have had the energy to do so even if I could have.

I spent the week in a weird headspace because of the high energy shit I was doing and the fact that I’m still adjusting to my antidepressants.

The first day of GCAP I actually had a massive panic attack and it was really nice to have both Emily and Dave there to take me to a corner, look after me and just generally help me down. The rest of the day did improve except for the part where I lost my phone which we eventually found the next day. I did enjoy getting to hang out at the networking event in the evening and talking to some super lovely people until it was nearly midnight.

The second day of GCAP was still bumpy but definitely smoother than the first. The Australian Game Developer Awards party in the evening which was really lovely. I did the networking I was planning on doing and got to share some lovely moments with amazing people and looked amazing while doing it even if my shoes were murder. Plus a game Damon worked on won an award which was super rad!

Thursday I attended the Women In Games Lunch and then made my way to the Tabletop Game Designers of Australia Devcon evening. One event wasn’t really for me and the other was kinda rubbish and I felt like I would have done better staying home and resting for the day.

Friday was the first day of PAX and I ran my 2017 State Of Queer In Gaming panel and it fuckin rocked and then I ran the con version of The Republic and it ran really nicely, though it’s hard to tell whether that’s due to my game design skills or my GMing skills.

Saturday was mostly me attending panels and running The Republic again and then, back at the apartment spent the evening preparing for the next day’s roleplaying games.

Sunday I was on Twitch’s stage and their main Twitch channel running Dungeons And Dragons for Ashley Jenkins, Mary Kish, Ally McClean, and Rae Johnston and then had to head immediately over to run another game of The Republic, after which I had a small gap for a nap before running Dread in an hour for I Am Not Trying To Kill You Live with Emily, David Hollingworth, and Emma Siu which was in the big Wombat Theatre and also streamed on PAX’s channel. With PAX done we did attend megadev but weren’t there heaps late because despite all the lovely people it was actually a pretty unpleasant environment.

Monday we drove home and I posted a little sermon about coming down from mountain tops on twitter and then we accidentally climbed an actual mountain when we stopped at Mount Zero for lunch.

Tuesday we did our taxes, cleaned the house, rested, and played Mincraft.

It was a massive week and I was a bit weird and kind of out of it for a bunch of it but I also achieved all the things I set out to do with great success so I’m really pretty proud of myself. It was also super super amazing to have both Dave and Emily there to support me all week as I doubt I would have done anywhere near as well without them.

Today (Monday) I went shopping.

This morning we got up and ambled into motion fairly casually and were only slightly late to catch up with Karri. We got crepes together for morning tea and then headed out for proper shopping. We went to an opportunity shop first where I find some amazing shoes that wouldn’t go with anything in my wardrobe but then I found a dress to match so all was well. Then we headed to Muji because we always have to go to Muji and I got some stationary and Emily got some lots of stuff because when would buy that whole store if she could.

After Muji we spent a couple of hours looking for a jacket for karri but they were out of season but I got some nice sunglasses and Emily got some great hats.

Once we were done with shopping though it was time for Dancer’s birthday lunch at a Japanese place with Anna and Alayna that was super nice. After too much Japanese we went and got dessert at a pancake kitchen. Eventually we all headed off. Alayna followed us back to our apartment for a bit and we ended up hanging out and chatting for most of the evening after which Emily and watched a little Netflix before bedtime.

Tomorrow is the first day of GCAP and my impostor syndrome is kicking in pretty hard and leaking into some other mental health shittiness but I’m gonna work hard to overcome that.

Today (Sunday) I drove to Melbourne.

This morning we got up at a not unreasonable hour, I had a long shower, we finished packing and getting the house ready, and then, when Dave arrived, we drove to Melbourne. The drive was surprisingly easy and pleasant and a couple of times we went for an hour or so more than our allotted two hour stints at the wheel. Snacks, music, and good company helped a lot.

When we arrived we had a little trouble navigating Melbourne’s roads but made it safely to our Airbnb which turned out to be AMAZING and we’re super lucky to to have got it. We were all just going around being like “holy shit this is so nice!”

After settling in a little we headed down to a nearby supermarket, got some supplies and then came back and had dinner before slowly making our way to bed.

Tomorrow we’re probably going to catch up with Karri in the morning and then see Dancer for a late lunch in the afternoon.

Today (Saturday) I got my hair done.

I got up early enough today to do a load of washing and shower before heading to pick up Emily from Willunga after which we made it back home with just enough time to feed the birds before making our way to the hairdresser. I ended up being at the hairdresser for most of the day which was longer than Emily was expecting but my hair looked so good in the end. Afterwards we headed back home and I gave into a headache that had been chasing me all day and napped on the bed for a while. When I finally awoke I managed to put together a packing list before it was time for my PC stream. I played Hand of Fate for a few hours and chat was really nice and engaged which was great. After the stream I did manage to pack a bunch of stuff and do the dishes before bed so that we wouldn’t come home to a house that smells like bad dishes when we get home from games week.

Tomorrow we’re driving to Melbourne for games week and I’m excited but only as much as these drugs feel like they’ll allow.

Today (Friday) I finished work for the week.

I was up early this morning to head to my parents’ place by seven for Mum’s birthday breakfast. We all walked down the street to the general store and got hot drinks and muffins and had a nice little morning chat. Afterwards we headed home and I worked from home til the middle of the afternoon and despite falling asleep in my chair at one point managed to make my way through an important breakthrough for the project I’m working on. After work I went for my walk for the first time in ages, listened to campaign podcast and got a donut from the bakery and by the time I got back to the house Dave had turned up.

We spent the afternoon learning how to apply nail wraps which don’t seem to work as well for Emily and I as they do for Dave but we did that until it was time to drop Emily off at her mum’s and then Dave and I came back and spent the evening watching The Matrix and robot wars while we finished our nails.

Today I worked for a small company.

I was tired in a weird way this morning and shower time continued to be a bugbear but I headed into work on time and started the day with a couple of meetings. The main point of the meetings was to get me up to speed with some redundancies and resignations that had happened in the company so now I’m part of a team of five. I’m already struggling with the stress from my current duties at work so I’m hoping that this will simplify things rather than increasing my stress load, though that hope is slim. I think I’m going to be spending more of games week actively networking to try and find any appropriate opportunities for games and games adjacent work that I can.

The rest of the day was spent trying to debug some issues with a project I’m supposed to be testing that has already taken way too long but I managed to at least make some headway on it.

After work I headed home and spent most of the evening on the couch half napping except for baby magpie feeding time.

Tomorrow I’m visiting my mum in the morning for her birthday and then working from home and Dave is coming around which will be nice.

Today (Wednesday) I still managed to stream.

This morning’s shower continued the trend of being the roughest part of this new meds journey, dealing with weird dysphoria and feeling trapped in my own head. Afterwards though I got to work pretty quickly. I dropped off and picked Emily up from her hair appointment in the morning and sorted a testing call with a client for a difficult project. I finished work slightly early today though because my head was feeling weird. I crashed on the couch with Emily in the warm and napped for a while until it was time to stream.

Our space date No Man’s Sky couch stream was really lovely today with lots of really solid discussion and lovely people in chat. Afterwards though I was pretty wiped and headed to bed pretty quickly.

Tomorrow I’m working in the city again so I’m hoping I can summon the energy needed to put a couple of these projects in the ground.

Today (Tuesday) I got to hang out with Melody and Sarah J.

I drove into work this morning even though I was pretty sleepy. Work itself was frustrating but I seemed to cope with it pretty well which was nice even if I was a bit… Weird throughout the day. After work though I caught up with Melody and we headed to her place. I spent the evening hanging out with Melody and Sarah which was super lovely. We had burgers and watched Sharpe’s Rifles and then on the way home I hallucinated a couple of shadow creatures on the road.

Tomorrow I’m working from home which is good cause I got home super late and could use a little extra sleep.

Today I went to the movies with Emily.

I had trouble sleeping last night. I had a kind of freakout in the night feeling the new drugs really strongly in my brain and fucking hating every second of it and having some kind of panic attack which Emily helped me through and into sleep. I had the same again this morning in the shower and again Emily helped me through it like a guardian angel. Eventually Emily and I were ready to leave the house and headed out into the blessed warm day to go to the cinema. We bought cinema snacks like chumps and went and saw Bladerunner 2049 which was pretty fucking excellent even through the emotion dulling side effects of the meds I’m on afterwards we did some grocery shopping and got some candles and I had a hot chocolate while Emily had a meeting. Eventually we headed home and I noticed that same dulling effect making it hard to enjoy the music in the car on the way home.

The rest of the afternoon for me disappeared into a nap and then the evening was mostly a combination of dish washing and Court of Swords.

Tomorrow I’m gonna try working in the city and just hoping that my headspace is ok. Afterwards I’m going to see Melody in the evening but I’m really worried about being distant and weird and not being able to enjoy her company because of these drug side effects.

Today (Sunday) I slept and felt a bit weird.

This morning I slept in till ten thirty our something gorgeous like that and then Emily and I had some breakfast together including the new kumquat marmelade on the special fennel and rotated rye bread that Simon had given us and fresh mango. Afterwards Emily did a workout while I had an important chat with a a friend which took a little longer than I expected. Then Emily and I went and got lunch from the bakery lunch and sat and ate it on the bench in the garden and then I followed that up with a nap. I’ve felt a little weird today in general and wondered if that was to do with the new drugs and it certainly kicked in more at the end of that mid afternoon nap. The nap ended though when it was time to play Torchbearer and the game was pretty excellent today and I feel like I was an actually decent player despite being slightly out of it. In our dinner break I had something maybe line a panic attack, it was weird and not something I’ve dealt with before but I managed to make it back to shore in order to play out the last hour of our game without much issue before we finished up for the night and retired to bed to watch Polar Bear’s Cafe and sleep.

Tomorrow Emily and I are going to see the new Bladerunner in the morning and then I’m hoping to get the dishes done before it’s time for IANTTKY which I still haven’t fully locked down?

Today (Saturday) I got new meds.

This morning I was up and presentable nice and early, ready to stream by nine thirty. I ended up playing Hand Of Fate for three hours instead of four because as much as I love that game I was pretty exhausted. I took a nap for forty five minutes on the couch and then felt awful waking up but still went to my doctor’s appointment. At the doctor I was prescribed antidepressants after managing to avoid them for years through chronic mental health issues. Afterwards I went and got the script filled and headed home where Emily and I had a cup of tea and a bit of a sit and talk. Once we’d finished our chat though we headed out to Simon and Jess’s place where we hung out ate WAY too much delicious Hainanese chicken and then eventually watched the original Bladerunner after several hours of technical difficulties. I’ve seen the start of that film many times over the years but never the end and the technical difficulties did make it seem like my curse would continue but we got there in the end.

Tomorrow we’ve got a mostly chill day planned until it’s time for Torchbearer in the evening.

Today I just kind of drifted.

I worked from home today. It was really frustrating because once again I couldn’t do the work I needed to do but Dave was around for coworking and I ate a whole packet of pringles both of which were nice. After work I did a little of my own development but most of the afternoon was dominated by a lovely couch nap.

In the evening Dave and I dropped Emily off at her mum’s for the night and then went and got some Indian for dinner and just crashed on the couch watching YouTube and Robot Wars.

Tomorrow I’m streaming in the morning and then catching up with Simon and Jess to watch the original Blade Runner in the evening.

Today I pulled myself up with roleplaying games.

I was super tired this morning but I managed to drag myself to work. I struggled really badly for a lot of the day, though Bluejay’s colouring stream helped a lot of the first half of the day. Around lunchtime however my headspace got really bad and I was really thankful for the support of some friends online. I wasn’t thankful for the fact that my manager came into the lunchroom while I was on break and trying to work myself back to a safe space and, in an effort to show solidarity, started complaining about the anti-queer hate ads he’s been seeing on TV which instantly pushed me off in another unhelpful headspace direction. In the end I slowly clawed my way back to a position of control and ended up having an hour of power at the end of the work day. I crashed again on the way home from sudden mirror dysphoria but that melted away on coming home to Emily and holding her in my arms. Then I got to run Scum And Villainy on stream and I feel like I and the group are really starting to hit our stride which is super nice and the game tonight felt really good.

Tomorrow I’m working from home and I’m gonna try and tap back into that energy from today’s hour of power. Plus Dave is coming around so that’s a nice reward to look forward to for doing good work.

Today I went on space date with Emily.

This morning I got to lie in just a little and it was really nice. Work from home was as work is at the moment, though I solved one small mystery it wasn’t enough to make me feel like I’m being genuinely valuable in my use of my time. After work we headed to McLaren Vale for a couple of errands and then made it back in time for our space date No Man’s Sky couch stream. The stream today was really pleasant with a really present and active chat and we had a lot of fun exploring a lovely but ridiculous planet that I eventually decided to settle on. It was a good time and afterwards I stayed up a little too sort out the vods before bed.

Tomorrow I’m working in the city again but then afterwards I need to rush home in order to run Scum And Villainy on stream.

Today (Tuesday) I watched Channing Tatum with Sarah again.

This morning I was pretty wiped out but I headed into work and spent the day trying to be productive through my plague of distracted. I managed to achieve a few small things but nothing like what’s needed right now. Once I was finished for the day though I caught up with Sarah M at the train station and we headed down to Marion where we got some ingredients from the super market which we then took back to her place where she taught me how to make a pasta sauce! And it was good! I’m not sure I’ll remember the recipe properly later but I’m gonna try my best! Once we’d eaten we did chat for a bit and I maybe ranted about how our culture’s obsession and requirement for conflict in all narratives is a function of patriarchy. Once we’d finished all the rants though we settled down and watched Jupiter Ascending because it was the first terrible Channing Tatum movie we could get our hands on. And it was terrible. A lot of the design was AMAZING but the script, acting, and action scenes were just the hottest mess and we had such a great time laughing our way though it. Once the film was over though it was quite late and I dallied for an little while but eventually headed off and arrived home well after my bed time.

Tomorrow I’m working from home, thank the gods but I’ll be fasting so that will probably balance out.

Today (Monday) I ran Girl By Moonlight.

This morning my planned sleep in was interrupted by a suddenly panicking Emily who thought she’d shot a bunch of footage for an important project in the wrong format and that it couldn’t be recovered. Eventually she worked out that it was fine and I rested a little more but didn’t get properly back to sleep. Eventually Emily did lure me out of bed though with tea and fresh warm banana bread. We took it over to the vardo as it was super nice outside and had our breakfast there and then just sat and chatted for a couple of hours, just working on our sync.

Afterwards we came back inside and I had my long shower for the week which amazingly didn’t really suck at all. I think my brain was too focused on game design and streaming stuff to freak out about anything more.

As I was getting out of the shower though my mum turned up with pastries from the bakery so I threw on some clothes and we went and had a light lunch on the bench in the garden. The pastries were obviously delicious and we had another nice little chat with mum before finally wrapping it up, biting the bullet, and heading inside to tidy the house. Emily had already started so I began on the dishes. I got most of them done but had to stop near the end to wake Emily from an impromptu nap with a cup of tea which then accidentally lead to me having a nap before finishing the dishes.

Once the dishes were all wrapped up I managed to sit down and prep for Girl By Moonlight which apparently mostly involved drawing some art and setting up assets in roll20.

Once the game got going, however, I suddenly felt a lot more confident. I wasn’t 100% across all the rules but I could barf story well enough that it worked out really well anyway and now I know where I want to focus on GMing better for this game in future.

Tomorrow I’m working in the city but I get to see Sarah M afterwards so I have something nice to look forward to.

Today (Sunday) I tapped the fuck out.

I felt awful waking up this morning but I made myself presentable and Emily and I headed out to solve the problem of getting some props for the music video she was shooting today from somewhere other than the person who had agreed to lend some to her because they had just changed their mind. We got it sorted relatively painlessly though and I dropped Emily off and headed into Tonsley for the last day of Hybrid World Adelaide.

I was wrecked, even feeling alive from caffeine I just had no spoons to be nice or help people or anything and as the crowd slowly started to arrive, hours into the event, I started to realise that it consisted almost entirely of bored children who expected me to entertain them, I pretty quickly misplaced any and all of the fucks I might have given and by 1 o’clock I was actually done done and I packed up my stuff and went home.

I got home to the sound of BMO trilling and the baby magpies in the bathroom chirping contentedly amongst themselves and then basically passed out on the couch for an hour. When I decided being awake was a good idea I removed my tights, freeing my furry legs for the sunshine and headed down to the bakery to grab some lunch which I then ate sitting on a bench in the garden in the warm spring air. I had planned a list of things I wanted to do that evening but between feeding, being climbed all over by, and eventually putting to bed the baby magpies, and also looking after a screaming BMO I mostly spent the rest of the night just watching Adam vods until Emily got home and it was time for bed.

Tomorrow is a rest day. I’m gonna sleep in, then I’m gonna do the dishes and then I’m gonna do nothing else except prep for and run Girl By Moonlight on stream in the evening.

Today (Saturday) I exhausted myself.

I was up early this morning again and got myself together and headed into Hybrid World Adelaide. When I got there we discovered that the temporary structures they had set up for the Indie games area had blown apart in the wind overnight and were unsafe so we got moved to another area where we couldn’t have proper signage. The crowd was busier than yesterday but still certainly not ideal, even if there were a few actually interesting or valuable punters amongst them. During the day we watched the structure we had been in blow down in the wind before being disassembled and then had to deal with the wind blowing directly into us, laden with dust triggering my allergies and getting on our equipment. I eventually bailed an hour early and drove my way up to Bear and Alison’s new place for a party. I was the first one there so we sat and chilled till the others arrived and I took some antihistamines to name sure my allergies didn’t flare up from the cat. Eventually Emily and Dave and Melody rocked up and it was a really nice time but I was so exhausted and drowsy from the medication that I spent most of the party partially or fully asleep. Though the bits where I fell asleep on cuties were nice. Eventually we had to leave just as other guests were arriving and we made our way home to crash in bed.

Tomorrow is the last day of Hybrid World Adelaide and I’m gonna get through it and then spend Monday resting.

Today I showed MachineSpirit games at #HybridWorldAdl

I got up at six this morning and kept myself quickly on time despite being pretty tired and managed to get myself presentable, pack all the needed gear into the car, fill up with petrol and arrive at Tonsley just before 8am, the time I’d been told to arrive to meet one of the organisers and set up for a ten am opening. When I got there though there was no one around so I got my stall set up in half an hour and then shortly after that the organiser arrived so I had an extra hour and a half to kill before opening. That hour and half was then the start of a full day of being uncomfortably chilly and pretty bored. I got to hang out with Matt Trobbiani a bunch which was fun but the audience was sparse and not very engaged in the indie games as a thing more than an idle novelty. Eventually I bailed fifteen minutes before the 6pm formal end because it was just so dead by that point. We did see some cool drone racing though and I’m thinking I might get to try flying a drone tomorrow if I can get away from my booth for long enough.

In the evening I came home utterly exhausted and so to chill out I decided to play expand on stream. It’s only a short game but it’s so finely crafted and I’ve played it before so I knew it would be a good way to unwind. What I didn’t expect, though, was to cry at the end of it. I wasn’t as emotionally free as I am these days last time I played through it, so when I found myself crying on stream, it came as a bit of a surprise, so then I was also laughing at how silly my crying was.

Tomorrow I’m heading back to Hybrid World Adelaide but in the evening I get to go to a friend’s birthday party. Which should be extremely lovely and I’m very much looking forward to it.

Today I was preoccupied with tomorrow.

I woke up feeling so tired but I’m taking tomorrow off work so I didn’t want to try working from home today. I headed into the city and tried to make myself at least moderately productive though I’m sure I need some help to deal with my current issues around working my day job. Adam and Bluejay were both streaming though which was excellent for at least helping my mood if maybe not my productivity. Bluejay’s colouring streams especially are so completely lovely chill date feeling spaces, I just want to hang out there all day. Later on toward the end of the day though I managed to bash together a poster for We Are Seeds for Hybrid World Adelaide and went and got it printed after I was done. Once I got home at the end of the day I discovered a very unwell feeling Emily so I spent most of the evening keeping her company in the bed before eventually ducking out to the office to finish the last bit of work needed on Monadnock for the weekend demo and pushing out the build.

Tomorrow I have to be awake stupidly early to go and set up for the Hybrid World Adelaide conference and then demo for the first of three days.

Today (Wednesday) I wore shorts without tights.

Before work today we had to head to the shops to grab some groceries and some insectivore food for the baby magpies but I wasn’t too late being back at my desk for work itself. I managed to reduce my distraction today which I’m proud of but it was kind of counteracted my the impenetrability and anxiety inducing nature of my work. I took a break in the middle to take the magpies over to the Vardo where Emily was working and watch them wander around for a bit but eventually the end of the working day for me arrived and we had some lunch before going on a space date in No Man’s Sky on stream. The stream was really nice and I love hanging out with chat and Emily and just exploring and talking about stuff but looking at the numbers I feel like my channel has sort of started to plateau a bit and I might need to change up how and which games I’m playing if I want it to keep growing which is weighing on me slightly. After the stream though I managed to get a couple of hours in before bed working on Monadnock development in preparation for showing it at Hybrid World Adelaide on the weekend which I feel good about.

Tomorrow I’m working back in the office again but mostly I’m hoping I can get just a little more development done in the evening after work just so I have everything squared away for the weekend.

Today (Tuesday) I think I was productive but in all the wrong ways.

I headed into work today in my jacket and scarf while everyone else was wearing short sleeves because even though it’s starting to get warm I’m still too scared of the cold to let go of my winter wardrobe completely yet. At work I did a could of my focusing things but the combination of the way my work feels kind of impenetrable at the moment and the fact that people kept emailing me about games stuff on my phone meant that I spent a bunch of the day super distracted. Once I was finished though I headed home and the light was golden and Emily and I went and got junk food and watched Court Of Swords and then Uncle Boonmee Who Can Recall Past Lives and it was all great. Uncle Boonmee was especially surprisingly brilliant and although I would have enjoyed it more if I hadn’t been tired and feeling slightly sick but even as it was I was blown away.

Tomorrow I’m working from home and it’s gonna be warm which I’m so down for.

Today (Monday) I finished my first Apocalypse World campaign.

This morning I got myself up and ready at a good time. Dave arrived at our place at half past nine and, seeing as the Green Room which we had planned to go to was closed for the public holiday we headed out to Bracegirdles which I was not at all upset about as a second preference. We both got hot chocolates (mine was salted caramel cause it’s so fucking good) and Dave got a fruit salad like a sensible person while I got the waffle like a gluttonous fool and it was amazing but I was SO FULL.

Afterwards we headed back to the house and realised I’d locked myself out. I tried to wring Emily to ask about her keys but her phone was on silent so I had to call a bunch of times which made me really irrationally upset for some reason so as we headed to go pick up the keys from Em at Julia’s place I tried to calm myself down as much as possible with Dave and then Emily’s help. Dave and I headed back to the house and chilled out on the couch for a bit, before Dave had to head home to get some work done.

I, in the mean time, set myself up with some little snacks in a corner nook in the sun and spent a while reading Children Of Dune in the sun until I got too sleepy and had to have a short nap. The nap was nice but it was cut off by Emily coming home with two baby magpies that she and Julia had rescued while out location scouting. We managed to feed them and brought them out of their box for a little exploration and they practiced their climbing and their jumping and their flying(falling). They’re super super adorable and we’re only going to be looking after them for a few days while we sort out an actual wildlife carer for them. Eventually, though, it was time for GM prep so I jumped on stream and spent at least an hour if not two preparing for this evening’s Apocalypse World game which, thanks to the prep, ended up being RAD. We got to tie off a bunch of stuff really neatly and we had some super emotional character interaction and I’m just so happy with the way it all came together.

Tomorrow I’m gonna be back at work and its gonna be really rough but then I get to come home to Emily and it’s gonna be nice.

Today I got to play Ryuutama.

This morning I had a lovely sleep in. Once we were up we recoloured Emily’s hair and then mine and then I eventually finished getting dressed and made up. Once we were actually ready to face the day I fell asleep sitting on a chair in the sun for a bit and then it was time for our Ryuutama game. We played Ryuutama today with just Sarah Fletcher and I and Emily GMing. The game was quite nice and lovely. I really like Ryuutama and the way it feels as a game. After the game we finished our #inktober drawings for the day while watching some YouTube before heading to bed.

Tomorrow I’m gonna see Dave in the morning to make up for Friday and then in the afternoon I’m gonna try and have some chillout time and then a GM prep stream before the grand finale of Apocalypse World: Damp Spirits in the evening.