Today I made progress despite wigging out.
This morning I got on the train with my breakfast and my tea and my perfect makeup and hair only to realise I’d forgotten my meds. Today was also The first Wednesday of my working seven hours instead of five. I made really good progress on my work project and I think I have a pretty good solution to a significant challenge I’d been worried about but by about two thirty I was trying real hard to not let anyone notice me slowly losing my composure. I think it was mostly my having slept poorly combined with just the stress of having forgotten the drugs but I was so glad to be able to leave at the end of the day. I made my way home and made myself some dinner and took my meds with that and then did a bunch of work on Monadnock culminating in releasing a new test build with three set introductory levels to introduce the concepts the game nicely to the player.
Once I had that build shipped I changed into comfy clothes, climbed under my couch doona next to the heater and watched vods of Adam Koebel’s Age of Rebellion game, Ballance Of Power.
I slept too little too late (55%)
I ate warm carbs (65%)
I didn’t exercise (0 mins)
I didn’t meditate (0 mins)
Tomorrow I’m working from home. I intend to be warm and effective and then I might get visited by some friends in the afternoon which would be nice.